Happy Teachers Day!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~!!!


hereby, I want to thank you my teachers who had/still teaching me for all this while...
without u guys... I wouldn't be here nad I wouldn't be ME~ ^^

to my greatest MAK and ABAH... thanks for teaching me! I appreciate it highly~^^
even now, for taking care of me for the past 21years and more... thank you~ :')

to my teacher of Tabika KEMAS Serom 3,
thanks for taking care and teaching me d most basic things in life~

to my elementary school teachers, SK Serom3, and my islamic school, SKA Serom 3,
thanks for teaching me.. and for the great childhood too~! :D

to my high school teacher, Sek Men Keb Tengku Mahmud Iskandar,
thank you for all the knowledge u had given me...
although my high school life wasn't great like the others..
but I manage to become more aware of what I got..
and that's was my first time I decided to chose Med School~ :)

to my Marticulation teacher, Johore Marticulation College,
thanks for accepting me... and allowing me to show my full will.
although getting a superb result like I do back in JMC wasn't my plan at all..
and I already having no confident to take med school..
somehow, when all the teachers especially Miss Suganthi giving me support making me working hard more and more... thank you~
studying in JMC changes my path. :)

to my faculty Doctors and Professors, University Kebangsaan Malaysia,
it's super hard in Med School..
but for teaching us patiently~ thank you~ ^^
and for scolding us~ thank you~^^
and for making me realized that being a med student is not something u should brag about~ thank you~ :)
thank you for making me until this level~
the seniors, the preclinical lecturers, the housemen, the MOs, the specialist... thank you so much~ ^^
I'll fighting hard  to survive another year in Med school~
^_^



forgot. to my future-teacher fren, Roziah Tardan... Happy Teachers Day too~! :D


I already entering my new sem of my forth year..
and my first posting is now Psychiatry~
^____^

babling

It's been 5 days I'm on holiday~

and I'm in my hometown right now~ ^^
so sorry that I'm not updating my blog right after the holidays start just like before..

I'm just simply lazy~ haha! -.-" **dushhh! ><

so, the result will be out the day after tommorow... on thursday~
OMG~ I'm so scared~ D:
it's either fail or passed...
either no holidays or 1 month holiday~ -.-
ok, I'm freaking out when thinking about the result DX

holidays plan?
I can't make one now since I'm scared to know what my result..
I just hang out with my usrah-mate after the exam~
when we heading back.. in a taxi, we got that "bad news"
oh well, medical student UKM, all of it knows what the "bad news" is -.-
we've been cursing membebel all the way back until the pakcik taxi couldn't say anything..
he just saying... "pakcik diam je sbb pakcik nk dengar luahan student2 ni... nasib la kan"
haha ^^"

even it's not involving me...
to re-exam back is just so hard~ :(
well, I can't say anything except to keep encouraging them~
to my half of the batch~

gudluck kayh! it's tomoorow~!
keep fighting, it's a second chance guys!
gudluck!^^/

especially to my ushrah-mates: mimi, iera and kak zati~also to Ain who's always stalking reading this blog~ ^^

it's okay to re-osce back, Allah has a better plan~ :)

:)

what I'm doing right now are watching Jdoramas, learning Japanese and learns to cook different dishes!

as for JDoramas~ currently I'm watching Risou no Musuko, Lucky 7 and Mother (old drama Starring Mana-chan)
I'll make the review later when I had finished all the dramas kayh! ^^

にほんご、べんきょうする！
(I know I shouldn't be using all hiragana letters! ><)
ahaaa~ as for learning Japanese, I'm using this book:

already in Chapter 2 and keep progressing!!
learning Japanese is so much fun! it's a bit hard though without a teacher -.-"
fun when u have the interest~ I hope I was like this when learning medicine =3=

okayh~
I'll update when I have the feeling to~ haha XD
じゃ！またね～（＾’＾）

hang on Leez!

one week ago my aim was to passed this exam no matter what happen

one week of studying real hard is now about to end..

I'll be sitting the exam starting tomorrow until Thursday.

now what I'm thinking:

it's not the matter of passing the exams anymore..

it's the matter how hard I tried and work on it~

and the rest, I passed it to Allah~

I may be fail this time.

but, I shall remember that it's not the one that I should regret.

because I've tried. and I'm the one that make it happen.
and there is no turning back.

I'm making this post so that in the time of the exam result coming...

if the result is bad.. I shall open up this entry again :)

bcoz I'm sure  I'll be blaming myself so hard if I did fail.

If it's not... It's Allah plan..

we just predicted, but we'll never see how good/bad the outcome is..

the work.dua'.tawakal~

I still need to do them.

exam schedule

the exam schedule :)

Gudluck guys!

InsyaAllah with usaha+doa+tawakal~ we'll be fine.

Allah with us!

^_______^

I'm not smart~

I'M NOT SMART~!!

well....

yeah, if it's among the siblings

and among my childhood friends

......

naaaahhhhhhh..

u know Medicine is hard!

I give up~
T____T

still-got-five-days-to-go:
Ganbaro!!

S-T-U-D-Y-W-E-E-K

they came~

they came~

THEY ALREADY CAAAAMEEEEE~!!

D: *gasp*

study week

the STUDY WEEK has begun now~

from now on, there will be random stupid short post from me.

well guys!

GUDLUCKKK~!!!!

がんばってください！ <-- bru blaja cane nk taip in Japan~ hee~ ^^

[T: Ganbatte Kudasai!]

let's make full use of this study week~ ^^

I got JKM & Medicine posting to cover!

byeeeeeeeeeeeee~

べんきょう！

minitest SPSS

have u ever experience this?

u have a test tommorrow. an EXAM

but u doesn't know anything about the test.

means u doesn't know how the test gonna be like.

and with some additional bonus.

of fever runny nose and sore throat.

well, for my posting-mates

GUDLUCK for MINITEST SPSS tomorrow!

holidays end

my holidays has finished and I'm already in KL now~
what am I doing this 1 week hols??
I can't remember....... =_=

I don't even watched any Jdrama series,
I don't go out hanging with friends..
all I do at home is~ surfing internet, doing daily works, cooking, hu-ha with my sis and bro....
aaaaaaannd, that 1 week is now over~ T_T

anyway, I got 2 weeks more of JKM and then it will be study week and exam week following that~
what I hate about JKM is presenting slides~ I hate it!
I don't even good with talking in front of crowds to begin with! and now, presenting n answering question? gosh~ I'm trembling~ =_=
and also exam? huaaaa~
it's a nightmare u know~ a study week! and it's Internal Medicine's exam that I'm worrying for~ T_T
now, the "allnighters" will begin~ :(

what I love about JKM is the people that I met~
if it's in the ward, I met with patient~ ignorant one, some of them.
in JKM, I got to met with org Kampung~ which is super nice n super good!
I miss Tanjung Karang~!!! DX


ok, this post is crap~
all I typed is complaining~ *sigh*
ok now, I'm off~
bye!

starting JKM posting

currently I'm in Tanjung Karang~!!! :D :D

now, in JKM posting~

and how should I say? It's totally different with other clinical posting!

well, now I'm still adapting~

everything seems to be fine~ :)

I've got SB group~ (Sabak Bernam)

we're doing our survey this Friday~ 

and my ticket going back to Muar is on 8pm Friday~

so, what should I do??

with our new friends! ^^
alamak, ade yg x tgok cam ><

p/s: I thought I couldn't online here.. 

but I'm very fortunate enough to be in Block C 

where internet connection is possible~ :)

Warisan Mesra

it's dinner Warisan Mesra~!!

yay! ^^

okay, overall sume best!
although it should have line buddies from year 1 till year 5..
but I only have year 1 and me, year 3 only~ *sigh :(
well, what to do, everyone else got another comittment~ it can't be helped.

yeah, I admit it's not as grand as WM when I was 1st year before..
but it's worth to fill these memories as part of my life as med student~ ^^
I got to see my junior too! ^^

okla~ no need to type byk2~
xde sape bce pn.. hehe~
now, the pictures~ ^^

all gorgeous girls from 3rd year~ ^^
picture credit to Intan Sab~

with my beloved buddy junior~! :D
I hate that the fact my junior buddy looks more matured than me~ 
uwahhh~ ><

ok dah... tu je~
bye!

Pangkor

haaa~ I should update about my trip to Pangkor..

It's a BTN camp~ ^^

we go start from Thursday
[I skipped my workshop~ hee~ ^^"]
and back on Sunday~

Sugoi tanoshi yo!
super duper best!

first day basically we introduce ourselves...
some icebreaking session, and playing lots of fun stuff!
then next day we have some LDK and talk about Nation, Perlembagaan n something related to it..
the friday evening, we got to see fishes with snorkeling and banana-boating!
this is the most fun thing to do~ ^^
the night we have Kembara!! it's walking alone in a dark jungle~ chooo kowaii yo~
and I see Shooting star~ errr.... maybe? >_< it's 1 am!
the saturday evening we done an example of Pilihan Raya~
every group need to prepared one bride~ then the bride will be competed to be top 3 based on judges asessment. and then the top 3 will be chosen as number one based on the most number of votes they got~
here, we need to make campaign to promote our bride~ ^^
and my group get number 2~! :D

so, the Saturday night we get to eat barbeque~! ^^
and closing ceremony..
the closing is sooooo touching!
we know the meaning of team and get to sing lots of songs together!! ^^

I don't talk to anyone b4,
but during we sang~ we make a large circle~ girls with girls.. guys with guys~
so, when there is one Nasyid song about Friend that goes like "ku mencari-cari, teman yg sejati, buat menemani, perjuangan suci...." I couldn't remember the title~ ^^"
so, Mimi was exactly opposite to me~ and spontaneously the tears blurs my sight once I see her face~
heh~ ^^" poyo sungguh!
mybe she was the one most close to me at that time..
and we share the same Ushrah for almost 2 years now :)

okay! the next day~ Sunday we go back~
we stop at Lumut for shopping!! :D
and that's it~ finish after we safely arrived at HUKM that evening~ :)

so, now! let the pictures take over~ ^^

this was in ferry~ on the way to the island~ ^^
uwahhh~ my face! ><

this is where we stayed~^^
it's comfortable n our room is on top of the building~ isolated from others~ haha XD

on Saturday morning~
get ready to the beach!! :D

we just play-play-play~!! :D
snaping as much as we can~ :D

subahannallah~ the Morning scenery where the suns gonna come out was soooo beautiful!
it just never came well on the photo~
u got to see them live!

hora! kireii deshou? ^^
too bad it's only phone camera~ :(

this is moment when we're going back already~
that yellow man is Pak Jef.. our jurulatih~
he's so fatherly~^^
oh, the bread on the table is actually for the bird..
Pak Jef taught us to feed the bird! no photo though :(

last pic..
this is on top of Ferry heading back :)
seriously it's fun being up there y'know~ ^^

okayyyy~ that's it~
till here~
bye2~! :D

last week for IM

hello peeps! now I'm back~! ;)

happy? hee~ 

I want to declare myself to have finished Internal Medicine posting~

but I still got workshops~ haiz~ =_="

ouh~ ganbarimashou yo Leez! sikit lg! :D

[I'm typing this entry with workshop gastro in hand~ ^^"]

I've done my short case yesterday~

I got CVS and GIT system~ thank God it's a major system!

I don't know whether I done well or not~

whether I will passed or not..

Tawakal n Doa je byk2~!! >_<

so, after this I'll be in JKM posting

Jabatan Kesihatan Masyarakat a.k.a Community Health Dept.

basically I'll be leaving to Tanjung Karang~

uwaa~ I can't wait!

this is the last posting for my 3rd Year medical school~ ^^

and because I start with OnG, the most scariest posting..

so, I tend to waited sooo much for this posting bcause they said it's a honeymoon~ ^^ hoho~

nope! I'm not gonna make myself relax n study for end sem exams!

hope I can! :D

I'll be in semi-hiatus since in tanjung karang got no internet~ :(

so, gomen ne~ ^^"

ok, that's it~

bye2~!!

mataa neeeee~!!! :D

p/s: going to have a dinner Warisan Mesra.. a Faculty dinner where all med students from year 1 till 5 gather~ ^^.. uahhh~ tanoshimii naaaa~! :D

how to choose ur specialities

LOL

yes, meds students, let's pick our medical specialty now :D

today is 1/11/11

today is

1-11-11~!!!

soooo cute! ^^

welcome November! welcome Semester 6~! :D

 but~

there is another date that is mooooore cute

 11-11-11~!!

it's Tegoshi's Birthday~!!! :D:D

ngee heeeee~

ok, I'm doing nonsense~ =_="

I should finish up my Respiratory Workshop now~

off to go for study group! ^^

jya! bye~ bye~

back to KL~ holiday is over :(

the heart talks:

I dont wanna go back~!

I don't wanna go back~!

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK KL~!!!

HUAAA~! D'X

I'LL STAY HERE!

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

brain saying:

okayyyy~ that's it Leeza!

stop ur imagination~

go and pack ur things~

:((

me: haaaaaiiiiiittt~ :'(

let's get excited for tomorrow beginning of SEM 6!

ngee heh~! =_="

always look at the bright side

yeah! the exams gonna be over juuuuuuustt FINE! 

:D :D

palpitations~ uaaahhh! >_<

ganbatte leez!

you can do it~

you can do it~

YOU CAN DO IT!

XD

wish me luck!

happy?

were you happy today?

yeah I am! :D

LIAR! T_T

I can't go to UUM to watch my bro convo... :(

maaa~ it's okay! it's good for my study week! :D :D

my dad said I should study! D:

I'm tired today~

thinking of all the books and topics that need to be covered~

huaaa~ serabutt!! DX the palpitations never ends! 

scared to face my first clinical exam~ :(

don. don. don.

raise up leez! ^^

ok, it's only my nonsense babbles 

sorry for making u read this entry~ hope it'll release ur tension! haha~ :D

to my big brother Jamal who's gonna be graduating tomorrow:

CONGRATULATIONS~!!! :D

pasnie blanje ur sweet lil sista nih!

u added a new picture frames in the house :)

lpas ni org plak~ *that wuld be 2 and a half yr later...amin!*

make sure u give me big teddy!! I'll claim! XDXD

study week.exam

it's my EXAM SCHEDULE

yeah, no lies. it's next week. =_=

two postings to cover~

Obstetric and Gynaecology, and also Surgery~

my~ my~ 

I'm tired T_T

study week officially begun today~

yosh! leez, ganbaro!! \:D/

GUD LUCK GUYS~!! :D

I'm off to Kedah tomorrow.. for my brother's konvo~

uuh~ I hope I can manage this! =_="

exam panic

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH~ doshiyoooo? doshiyoooo?~~~~ T_T

my short case this THURSDAY. 

and now I'm panic!! 

I feels like a stupid kindergarten student who doesn't know anything!

and yet this stupid student doesn't want to use her time wisely~ 

T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T

ah~ this is an entry to wish my posting-mates:

GUDLUCK SHORTCASE EXAMS GUYS~!

ganbaro! ^^

new postings

tomorrow, the new posting will begins for all 3rd year student~

and yes, we have no inter-postings holidays~ T_T 

oh well, what to do~ our batch always got new styles~

let's go on with it~ they know what the best~ ^^

soooo, GUD LUCKK everyone~!!! 

especially those who's in Obstetrics and Gynaecology after this!^^

I've been through it and I know how tough it is~

so, ganbatte!! ^^

[daijobu~ daijobu~ ^^ everyone will survive~ :)]

I already changed to SURGERY posting officially, today~

[finally, I acknowledge myself~ ^^]

It's been my dream to be a neurosurgeon~ 

but we'll see nti cmne ek... bcoz right now I loves OnG^^ 

[fair enuf la kn, since I only gone through OnG~ ^^]

I should get some tips for this surgery posting~

so, ex-surgery student! do teach us kayh! ^^

we'll do the same for urs~ :)

okay guys! 

HAPPY NEW POSTING~!!!!^^

let's do our best! :)

23 days until RAYA~!!! :D

haha~