June is my favorite month

yeahhh~! my favorite month of the year is now arrived! ^^
it's JUNE!

but first.. I'm sorry for abandoned this blog for a reaaaallly long time~
I just can't find any ways to cure my laziness ~ :D

so, back to the topic... it's June now..
it's already middle of the year of 2012..
and it's already 4th week I'm in 4th year.. in Psychiatry posting.
but put my med-life aside.. there's other events that happen this month that I'm really looking foward to it~^^

5th June
my mom's bithday :) she'll be turning 49 years old this year~ ^^
I'm happy that she is spending half of her life time with me all this while~ :)
thanks Mak~! love u a lot~ ^3^


6th June
Arashi's Your Eyes release and HSJ's JUMP WORLD album release.
I've watched PV for Your Eyes and it's freakin nice! XD
I'm currently addicted to it..
for JUMP WORLD.. they got many songs that I'm looking foward to~ ^^
I feel bad because I can't spend my money on them..
NEWS comeback makes me poor~ XP

10th June
AFA aka Anime Festival Asia~
yayyyyyy~! I'm sooo excited about this! XD
I already bought the con tickets~! :D
this would be an event where I'll cherish for my whole life~ :)

13th June
NEWS BEST album release~!!!
kyaaa~ it's NEWS comeback.. :D
I'm really happy for this.. but I'm sure that my pre-order CDs will came 2 weeks after this release date.
I have to be patience and wait for it~ ^^

16th June
it's my dad's birthday and he'll be turning to 55~ ^^
means that his work will be stopped this June~
for working hard all this while... otsukaresama! ^^
thanks Abah~! love u to bits! ^3^

17th June
it's my Nino birthday~! :D
hoho~ it'll be the first Nino birthday that I came across since I just knew Arashi last year.
and Nino will be turning 29~~ :O that's old. haha~ XD

18th June
it's my housemate's bithday..Rosliza Ali..
it'll be her 22nd birthday..
Happy Birthday Ja~! :D

19th June
my 22nd birthday~! :)
I'm getting old...
I don't know whether this year birthday gonna be the happy one or not, or it'll be the same as before..
but I'll make sure I'm happy on my very own day~ ^^

22nd June
HSJ's Inoo Keii's birthday desu yo~! :D
Inoo-chan gonna be 22 too~! ^^

24th June
my fren's birthday Syaza~
she'll be turning 22 too~
Happy Birthday Syaza! ^^


--th June
the many batch-mate's birthday~
I know that many of my batch mate whose birthday is on June..
but I can't remember the rest..
but well.. Happy Birthday~!! :D

okay.. till here..
I have to search on Journal for my SSM project..
got research to do.. and it'll be freakin hard! ><
but well...good thing is Psychiatry is not a busy posting and I'm happy~ :D

bainyasu!^^

Happy Teachers Day!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~!!!


hereby, I want to thank you my teachers who had/still teaching me for all this while...
without u guys... I wouldn't be here nad I wouldn't be ME~ ^^

to my greatest MAK and ABAH... thanks for teaching me! I appreciate it highly~^^
even now, for taking care of me for the past 21years and more... thank you~ :')

to my teacher of Tabika KEMAS Serom 3,
thanks for taking care and teaching me d most basic things in life~

to my elementary school teachers, SK Serom3, and my islamic school, SKA Serom 3,
thanks for teaching me.. and for the great childhood too~! :D

to my high school teacher, Sek Men Keb Tengku Mahmud Iskandar,
thank you for all the knowledge u had given me...
although my high school life wasn't great like the others..
but I manage to become more aware of what I got..
and that's was my first time I decided to chose Med School~ :)

to my Marticulation teacher, Johore Marticulation College,
thanks for accepting me... and allowing me to show my full will.
although getting a superb result like I do back in JMC wasn't my plan at all..
and I already having no confident to take med school..
somehow, when all the teachers especially Miss Suganthi giving me support making me working hard more and more... thank you~
studying in JMC changes my path. :)

to my faculty Doctors and Professors, University Kebangsaan Malaysia,
it's super hard in Med School..
but for teaching us patiently~ thank you~ ^^
and for scolding us~ thank you~^^
and for making me realized that being a med student is not something u should brag about~ thank you~ :)
thank you for making me until this level~
the seniors, the preclinical lecturers, the housemen, the MOs, the specialist... thank you so much~ ^^
I'll fighting hard  to survive another year in Med school~
^_^



forgot. to my future-teacher fren, Roziah Tardan... Happy Teachers Day too~! :D


I already entering my new sem of my forth year..
and my first posting is now Psychiatry~
^____^

the longest holiday ends for me

my holiday is now officially end~
T_T
uwahhhh~ iaaadaaa naa~ ><

I have to start my elective posting soon~ :(
and straight starting my new sem soon~
I'll be in 6th sem next monday 14th May~
I will be a 4th year Med student soon~ :)

many things happen in my 3rd year~ but not a tragic one~ :)
I became more sociable bcoz I need to talk to patients.
and... really, I learn lot of things that I thought, finally I see myself as a med student~
and I see where is my level in "hospital society" @@ and..... it is sad.

2 years more! :D
ganbareee~!^o^/

I already moved into college~
seems like my merit are high enough~ ^^
and I really need a single room..
one year staying outside with people that we doesn't closed is really hard~ ><
I will be back later today..
3:30 pm will be riding bus back to HUKM~ ^^
and I hate that.

ok then... bye!

oh, I will may not be posting fandom stuff in this blog anymore~
I do that in my LJ instead~ ^^ do visit them kayh!

just to let u kno that NEWS BEST album will be outt sooonnnnn~!!
yayyyyy~!!
it's in 13 June~ ^^
my birthday is on 19th June..
it'll be my best birthday then!
with I'm going to AFA which also on June..
JUMP 2nd album also will be out on June~

JUNE gonna be the best month! :D

btw, Arashi Face Down is sooooo coool~! ><
check their PV on my LJ~! :D




ohhhhhh.. I'm getting uncontrollable..
no--fandom--stuff.



ok. bye!

LJ account

hooooo-haaaaaa~
^^

I'm here to promote my Livejournal account!
I'm sooo lame~ =.='
been in fandom like almost 3 years but only now I do my LJ....
well, better late than never! :D

it is actually the second account...
the first one was forgotten bcause I don't use it~
bcause at that time I was soo confused with it and don't know how to use it~ hee~ :P
well, right now I'm not a pro either..
I'll be okay soon~

this LJ was done for me to write my fandom..
bcause I'm thinking of deleting my blog~
but I don't have the courage to do sooooooo~~ T_T
so, I just keep it for the time being~ :)

well... here's the link~ ^^
http://aeza196.livejournal.com/

I'm new, so I might be stupid about it~
ja, yoroshiku ne~ ^^

maphoooooneee~

huahhh~

apparently, the blog's dashboard has been changed~
I've been away for too long huh?

I'm in a state of fully unreachable this past 2 weeks..
the internet line was interrupted and my phone broke down!
well, for now... with one back.. I can see some light~ -.-
too bad for my phone though~
I sent it for repair and it came back with no hope of recovering~
I'm so sad... T_T
sad enough that I'm still don't want to open up my number... :(
and yeah, I'm not planning to buy a new one bcoz I'm so depress! --"
it broke bcoz of the ocean splash~ T_T
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh~ *sigh*
I bought it on Tego's birthday last 2 year~~~~ :(

oh well...
I'm so messed up right now~
:(
and I'm doing nothing on my holiday~ T_T

okay, this post has no meaning :/
thanks for reading~ -.-"
and sorry to take ur precious time reading this ridiculous entry~
*sigh*

11th March 2012

it's 11th March 2012..

today, it has been 1 year since the Tohoku earthquakes and Tsunami in Japan~
I even blogged about it last year..
won't provide the links.. find it in archive~ ^^"

the Johnnys Entertainment company make it again~ "The Marching J"
a fund raising event where all the Johnny's artists from senior to junior would participate~

I won't make entry about this~
let us pray for the victims that disasters..
like how Japan did to support each other~ ^^

ok, change topic! :D
last time I was waiting for my result~
and yeah, Alhamdullilah.. I passed all the postings and now I'm oficially a 4th year Medical Student~ ^^
it's hard to believe... but again, Thanks to Allah who's always beside me~ :)
to my friends who's their journey still not over yet...

gudluck guys! I know u guys can do it! ^^/
let's go to 4th year together~ :)

well, I'm not a perfect person to talk about this..
I never been there before but I know it's hard... keep holding on kayh!:D

I got almost 2 months of holiday until May this year~
the longest holiday I ever get since form 5! X3
so, need to plan my holiday carefully~ ^^
bcoz I can sense that I couldn't have this long holiday ever again! :/


so, starting tommorrow I will be in Mersing spending my time there for one week~ :D
haa~ can't wait to spend my time with little nephew~ :3 huhuuu~
on 22nd April, I will go to Rantau Abang Terengganu for my elective posting there~
for one week~ :)

the rest of the holiday will be filled with JDorama, Fangirling activities and I will learn how to cook better! ^^
and of course, I want to finished learning the Japanese language from the book that I posted before~ :)

oh, btw~
I finished watching Jdorama Mother...

a sad Human drama~ T_T
will write the review later~ ^^

and I also had finished this ~>

HSJ Summary Concert dayoooo~! ^o^/
I'm so excited! haha XD
I finished up downloading yesterday and straight away watching it for 2 and a half hour~ :D

ok, that's it..
ja~ bye bye nee~~! :D

hang on Leez!

one week ago my aim was to passed this exam no matter what happen

one week of studying real hard is now about to end..

I'll be sitting the exam starting tomorrow until Thursday.

now what I'm thinking:

it's not the matter of passing the exams anymore..

it's the matter how hard I tried and work on it~

and the rest, I passed it to Allah~

I may be fail this time.

but, I shall remember that it's not the one that I should regret.

because I've tried. and I'm the one that make it happen.
and there is no turning back.

I'm making this post so that in the time of the exam result coming...

if the result is bad.. I shall open up this entry again :)

bcoz I'm sure  I'll be blaming myself so hard if I did fail.

If it's not... It's Allah plan..

we just predicted, but we'll never see how good/bad the outcome is..

the work.dua'.tawakal~

I still need to do them.

I'm not smart~

I'M NOT SMART~!!

well....

yeah, if it's among the siblings

and among my childhood friends

......

naaaahhhhhhh..

u know Medicine is hard!

I give up~
T____T

still-got-five-days-to-go:
Ganbaro!!

stomachache!

it's my sis birthday~

but I'll talk later in another post..

my tummy hurts soo MUCH!

since 8pm until now... no less even a bit!

n I tried to sleep for 2 hours thinking that it would dissapear..

but hell NO! I can't even sleep! >__<

and of course, being a medical student..

I'm ruling out the possabilities of diseases that I could had.

first: gastritis.

yeah, I'm skipping lunch today, but I ate dinner! n it occurs 2 hours after I ate dinner~ :(

so then it's a food poisoning!

no........ I don't have diarrhea n vomitting~

oh, so then it must be a PMS!

it's not the time yet la~ -.-

aaahhhhhhh~

help me. I had taken painkillers already and it still the same T_T

n I've been crying because of the unbearable pain!

I don't even study since 8pm bcoz I can't stand the pain~

T_T T_T

I hate u belly! :'(

if the pain continues, I'm gonna go to clinic tomorrow~ :(

Tiah's Birthday & Dinner College

it's 2 entry in one post!

FIRST!

FATHIAH LATE BIRTHDAY PARTY~!! yayyyy~ ^^

it says
"Selamat Hari Jadi Lambat
Kesengalan Terselah 22"
that's all her housemates doing~ not me!
they're sooo mean~
*eheh~ I agree! LOL*

she's turning 22 actually is on 12th Jan~
we done nothing in JKM~
so, this is reaaaally a late celebration~ ^^

okay,

for Tiah~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL!

^__________^

SECOND!

it's Dinner again~ :)

Annual Dinner for KTDI~ my College where I'm staying~ ^^

yummeh!

I was simple this time~
all I want is EAT!
haha~

THIRD!
*i said two right?*

nothing!

haha~ XD

met the nerds

Books!

HI~!

I just got back from Book fiesta in PWTC!
and because I'm sooo excited right now~
I'm gonna post the books that I bought! yaaaay~ *throws confetti~* ^^

ermm~ actually I'm gonna post about Dinner college that happen yesterday~
and another post on Fathiah late birthday party the day before yesterday~
well, that gonna wait! :D
haha~ sorry! ^^"

say hello to the new books~
^___^

I bought these books with my BB1M ^__^
now, it only RM50++ left~ :(
[the "++" is with my friends, we share]
I'm gonna save it for the meds books!

these are the one that I'm excited about! XD
I got this from fiesta book at PWTC this morning~ ^^
it's been months I've been trying to search this book~
altho that seerah book is not the one that I'm looking for, but I'm still happy~ :)

err~ but the books I'm buying about seerah last 3 months, still not finished tho~
aaah~ DX
I'm not a bookworm~ :(
I'm bored easily.
that's why I can't read novels~

THIS! XD
haha~
okay, I know what u guys thinking ~ -.-
I don't care what u says! I love Japan n I'm gonna learn it's language!
:D

btw, I got this from BORDERS Times Square~

obviously, I'm not a bookworms~
yes, I'm an Otaku~
I can reads mangas but not novels~ :D
just see how much comics I got back then~

well, this is some of my collections of manga~
me and my bro collect this! :D

...with some of them is stolen by
bunch.of.stupid.ppl.which.borrows.n.never.give.it.back -.-

I tried to read novel before.. but it fails epicly~
I spent one year to finish one novel~ hahh! how lame is that?
well, what to do~
I enjoys things that moving more~ ^^
I'm referring to drama/movie FYI.

WHYYYY?!

WHYYYYYYY~?

why everytime I'm ready mentally to go to clinic,

but when I'm in Hospital area I can't go?!

I kept thingking I got Panadol at room, I'll eat later~

yeah, like u will Leez! -.-"

my phobia stupidness need to be solved! 

T_T

just kept sick!

how am I going to be doctor if me myself is afraid to seek for treatment~ :(

ok, it'sjust a cold~ 

the tears

oh, ini bkn entry sedih down to d earth okay? ^_^

I'm in perfectly good mood~ :D

okay, I would like to write about the tears~
yep! the one that always fall from my eyelid~ ^^

it's clearly know that everyone besides me know that Imma crybaby~ ^^"
[d banner above stated that!]
especially my siblings and my friends~ ^^ my parents too! except I don't cry in front of them~ :D
[ok, liar! I do call my mom twice~ ^^" eheh!]

my siblings call me "kememeyh"
my friends call me a "crybaby" and "bdak suke nages"
haha~ seriously its funny! ^^ I'm such a spoiled child huh? ^^'
I make everyone worries over my tears and end up laughing over my stupidities crying over a simple thing...
sorry everyone! I'm reaaaally sorry!! :D

oh, I'm not an attention seeker, FYI~ :)
I'm not a girl which emo over nothing...
kept the sadness over my deep heart and hides it with un-willing smile~ :)
that's not me.. I don't know how to do it.. I try to but I can't...
I end up crying jugak at last! haha~ [a.k.a pelakon x berbakat :P]
but! but! but!
my specialities is..... FAST RECOVERY! :D
I'm sooo proud of this! haha~
after 15 minutes of crying..
just give me some space to be alone for another 15 minutes
and another 30 minutes to sleep after that..
and the result after the sleep~ back to the current mood~
even though some of the "bad mood" will remains.. but yet, I'm ok~ ^^
sleeping will reduce my edematous eyes~ so I won't look like a panda~ ^^

the biggest 'crimer' all this while that makes me falls over gelens of tears is EXAM...
always, always, always exam..
recently I cried again bcoz of my short case exam~
I didn't do well ~ T_T.. it's okay! its my faults~ sape suh xnk blaja btul2! pdn muke~ huuu~
the other would be the same problem as everyone has..
family problem, quarreling with friends, lost the precious things, and angry over sth~ :)
not even once I cried bcause of homo-sapiens creatures name MEN/MAN? ok, whatever it calls..
ceehhhh! nampak sgt single lg! =_= n obviously no fist love huh? haha~ *pathetic! :P
oh, it's not pathetic.. I love d way I take care of myself~ :)
........................................
ok! I lied~ again! I do. once. I mean one.
not first love. but crying over a guy?
aahhh! I'm so stupid at that time and I realized my stupidity.. thank god! It's just over 30 minutes..haha~ :D
ok, it's awkward to write about this..
*ohhhh! saye tidak jiwang!! D:

for angry.. yeah, I cried when I'm angry..
bcause one simple thing.... I can't complain and I can't keep talking about it~
mbawa dosa kn? it's better cried dari mnambah dosa kn! :)



ok, back to topic. why I'm writing this?
one simple answer~ I don't want to be looked as a pathetic girl~
stop looking me like that. I'm not pathetic and I don't need sympathy~
I just need some encouraged words ONLY.. and lots of FUNNY JOKES! :D

and please don't look me with the eyes of "eh, gedik la pompuan ni! ngade btol! "
huuu~ it's my nature... I can't help it~ T_T
I tried to be strong before but I can't~ I tried many times! seriously, but I can't~
understand me please~ I am not an attention seeker. :)

who knew this anime? raised up ur mouse!^^
this is Nagisa from Clannad~
her character is more or less the same with me~ :)

credit to: Jangan Bersedih.com :)
I'm just simply the first point :D
and I hope I get into the second~ :)

OnG styles~

I just came back from oncall from 7am to 7pm...

Alhamdullilah~ 10 deliveries..... finish already! yay~!!^^
eventho ade ngelat2 sket~ eheh~ *dush!

penat tu x yah ckp la... hari x de oncall pn pnat gak..
cume oncall day wuld be doubled la kepenatannye~

and after two case write ups had been finished,
finally my day wouldn't be so much busy like previous days~
next mission, PRACTICE for SHORT CASE EXAM! X(
need a pregnant women hereeeeeee~~~~~ anyone??

okay now, shall I story a bit about deliveries that I've observed and conducted all this while?


at first, i was like this--> 
I've never seen a normal child birth before OnG posting... only cesarean that I''ve seen...
tp control ayu la kn~ ape la med student gelabah tgok bende2 cmni~ ^^ haha~
the second times.. I was totally okay after that~ I'm a quick adapt-er :D
I've been the cheerleader after that~ haha~ ^^

okay, out of 10 deliveries including few Cesarean section that I had observed,

8 out of it actually moves my heart.. *tearing eyes~ huu~

due to:
1) expressions of the mother's after hearing her child's crying~ [it's important in delivering a baby with apgar score 9 okay? ^^]
2) the efforts that she used, the face when she's in pain, the shouting, the grunting.. all of it resolves after seeing her baby delivered safely :)
3)the face that the mother calmly look at her child throughout the stricture process... it calms them~ ^^
4) the support that the father  gave and their expressions after seeing his child born~
5) poor mother effort~ :( sooo poor for the baby to stay long in the second stage as his mother doesn't know how to push the baby correctly~ it can lead to fetal distress! :(

number 1 and 4 reaally moves me a lot~
I can't even imagine if I'm in labour without husband besides...
I've seen SOME fathers that are afraid of blood and only stays out in the door waiting for the baby to came out~ ^^ haha~ dah x macho dah!! * sorry ye, gomen! XD

ok, from now on, I only approve a doctor and doctor-to-be as my future husband!!^^
bcause I want him to be my side throughout the labour process.. hahaaa~
*ok, ok, just kidding~~ aish! *jauhnye imagine!lame lg~ ape2 pn, we'll see je nti eh? ^^

if the patient say TERIMA KASIH DIK~ owwwwhhhh.. sume penat hilang!
seriously~ we feels like we have been appreciated even we just tolong sket2 je~ :)

but I have a patient which actually I 'jaga' all night, but not a single thanks came out~
oh well.. we're just a student huh? okay then~ =_=
we're still human kay? can't they see?

I had seen 2 sets of twins today~ :)
[picture taken from google]

oklah, till here je~
nti bebel lg~
bye2 koraaaaaaangggggg~!!!!! ^^

p/s: sejak kebelakangn ni, I often sees people criticize doctors.. don't they know that we are trying to help them.. if there is mistakes, it was definitely a misunderstanding! I'm sure of it... I know the atmosphere of working doctors~ I just know, [at least in OnG PPUKM] and to describe it here... I just can't put it into words :)

Email

ye~ kte bertemu kembali~ heheh~ ^^

owryte~ this will be a quick, short and sweetie entry~
sorry ek..
I just want to inform everyone that my emel..
kawaii_lieza@yahoo.com is NO LONGER USED~
get rid of it if u ever add me on ym messenger~ I will not ever be online under that id~

my stupid account actually betrayed on me~ T_T sad isn't?
they are not accepting my password~ not accepting my id~
when I make a request to actually change the password..
this question appears..

click on pic for macro-sized ver.

aaaannnd yeah~ honeymoon?
gosh, what am I thinking at that time! why should I pick this question~~ T_T
the Q: where DID u spend ur honeymoon? DID? I'm not married yet laaa!! T_T
soo, okay~ let's just ignore why did I pick this Q ek? I must be halfly conscious at that time...

I did tried with some answer that familiar with me like:
Japan, Muar, Johor, Mekah............. [Muar, Johor? gile outdated!] and all of it failed~ T_T
I don't even know anywhere else that I could think of for my honeymoon apart from japan~
oh well, that emel just can't be saved anymore...

so guys... here's my new emel..
alezaomar@yahoo.com
it will be my YM id~ so, add me on YM using this id kayhh~! ^^




ok, dah!
I want to cover things for my short case next week!
gosh, I'm soooo nervous! >_<

p/s: will update about Ouran Hostobu Live Action after this! 

for some introductory for this.. go to ain's blog~ ^^.. 

I will later update when I'm not busy eaaa~~ ^^

A Special Birthday entry

ah~ its 19th June~~
it's my Birthday then.. ^^

ok, Happy Birthday to me~!! yay~!^^

selangkah menghampiri kematian~ hmm hmm~ *nods :)

can I post a song for myself?
it's a birthday song sings by my most favorite group in the universe~ NEWS!

ok, I take them as the very first person to wish my birthday~^^

the chorus:

umareta koto Oh~

deaeta koto Oh~

ima soba ni ireru koto arigatou

kimi no HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ichinen ni ichido no mahou tokubetsu na hi

the translation:

For being born

For being able to meet you

That I can be by your side now, Thank you

It’s your HAPPY BIRTHDAY

A magical, special day that happens only once a year

full lyrics and translation: HERE

oowhhhhh.....this is why I love NEWS sooo much~!
arigatouuuu~!!!!! ^^

I'm not expecting anything today..
the thing that I should do immediately is.. changing my standard-six-picture-identitycard -_-'
I am now matured enough to accept the fact that I'm turning twenties~
owell, time always runs fast~
for the past 20 years... I hope I had been a good girl to my god, parents, teachers and friends~ ^^

ehem! dikesempatan ini juge, kite nk wish to my dearest parents for their birthday on the same month as me~ ^^

First is my dad~
it's on 16th June..
dear Abah, Happy belated birthday.. 
sorry for going back home without telling u first~ 
in the end, I failed to surprise u~ T_T
owell, its' ok... 
thanks for feeding and raising me this past 21 years I had lived...
I'll sure myself to work hard for ur sake~ ^^
and.. sorry for always making u worried of me for unreasonable reasons all this while~ T_T~

then, its my mom~
it's on 5th June
dear Mak~ Happy Belated Birthday..
sorry for not making any special thing for u this year..
I did only phoned and wish u on it je~ T_T
and sooory too for being a spoiled daughter this past 21 years...
thanks for everything mom.. for the support and the courage~ :)

oohh.. emotional entry! *while-wiping-tears~ T_T
I'm 100% sure that my parents doesn't read this~
It's my heart that speaks.. so, it will never be spoken out loud~^^
let it be a sweet memories here, in my blog~ :)

ok, also special birthday wish to my-unrelated-blood-sister: Rosliza Ali~
it was her birthday yesterday.. so, Happy birthday Ja! :D


ok, my-special-birthday-entry is OVER!
[take credit to HSJ song over~ :D]

The new looks

mmgahhhhh~!
I changed my blog's name.. again~
korg jgn lari~ u have already arrive at aleza's blog.
x slah pn~ the title je len.. jgn lari taw!

before, if anyone perasan it was [好きto嫌い=爱] Suki+Kirai=♥?
3 Japanese words there... and I don't think ppl will understand that..
I don't understand either.. haha~ :D

basically the pronouncation ade kt sebelah nu~
suki to kirai = ai
好き = suki is the word of LOVE in japan.. or I'd rather say LIKE 
[to=and]
嫌い = kirai means HATE
爱 = ai [everyone know this.. or u don't?]... this is a Chinese word of LOVE [Japan do use this words]

so, I do an equation:
LIKE + HATE = LOVE
ahah! btul x?
Love is not something that u like all the time..
sometimes hate also do take part in love.. like "I hate that, but I love it" [ade x ayt cengini?]
well everyone has their own perspective..
love is subjective rite?
not sure actually, does 'like' and 'hate' can makes 'love'..
that's why I did put a question mark there [?]

aigo~ complicated la mende nih~!
takmo cite dah! :D

it's only 1 day and a half for "[好きto嫌い=爱] Suki+Kirai=♥?" as my blog's title
pastu xmo gune dah!

so, I changed to this -> [Suki+Kirai=♥?] leez's.words

okeh, comey x? ^^ [cpt ckp comel!]
[Suki+Kirai=♥?] - now, it's in romaji... so, x de la nmpk cm blog Japan tersesat kt Malaysia kn?
ok, already know the meaning... skip!

next part:
leez's.words - ok, about this... I don't have any idea at all..
at least it indicates this blog is aleza's~ since my name on it~
so, snang la org nk recognize.. rerajin la dtg blog ni yep! :D


ok, now let's say bye-bye to "When Love Infects Worldwide"
it's a sweet quote though...
sesape yg bookmark this blog as WLIW.. sile la tukar ye?
[ade org nk bookmark blog ni?.. mcm xde~haih~]


now, the new header~

ngee~ kakkoi nee....XD [ok, x bleh bla puji header sndiri~ tampa nk leez?]
the pic is taken from google..
since I like music and guitar n my YabuTego also playing a guitar, so I choose this wallpaper..
then touch up sket mnggunakn Photoscape~ and ta-da!! there's the header above~

that scattered words define me~
it's about me, myself and me again!

can u find word KY.like? kalo x nmpk sile bjumpe dgn optometrist segera!
KY is a shortened word for "Kuki Yomenai" ~ yeah, it's a japanese word and it's a slang used in Japan..
[thanks to shounen club for this words!]
it mean that ppl who doesn't know how to read situation...
ok, nk paham lebih.. sile ke sini yep!
sometimes I do KY~ so, forgive me if I've ever done that~ gomen!
[sorry, I don't know Malay words for this situation n the english words are tooo long to write on that header]

other words are basically my personality, my role, my like.. and whatsoever~

so, now.. bye-bye NEWS header~
and before I'm thinking of putting JUMP header..
but, I want something that defines me.. so, gomen ne news to jump! T_T


my counter drops~ I wonder why~
huaa, korg ke mane??
ok, ok, x kesah pn~ ^^
I don't even have nuff, so the number of visits x relevant pn..
that's show how many ppl reading my blog sincerely~ that's all I want~ :)
this blog is a diary-like-blog....
all my likes and what I think is written here.... it's the unseen part of me....
if it happens that u guys doesn't like the content~ please leave without badmouthing me kayh! ^^


ok, dah.
bye2~! ja ne~!!

PS: terkena lg dgn iklan hantu tuh... whoah~ sick of it! 

its Penunggu Istana muvee pnye iklan.. korg de tgok? scary isn't?? 

now I'm scared to watch any drama.. semuanye nk ade unsur2 mistik gitu.. x de genre len ke? 

> Suprisingly, I'm quite deep huh?

I am into piano lately..
it sounds beautiful. :)

I am surprisingly deep huh? :P
before, I was crazy over guitar and drums.. now piano..

please blame anime "Chichana Yukitsukai Sugar" for this..
and also drama Nondame Catabile..
they are basically playing piano all the time..

how I wish I could be a pianist..
looking their fingers running freely makes me want to play piano..
check out this beautiful piano~ soooo cute!! ^^

this crystal piano is actually Yoshiki's piano [Japanese singer]..
he's going to bid it and  give the money to the tsunami's victims in Japan..
picture and info taken from: tokyohive

ok.. enuf writing..
check out the songs below..
beautifully played~ :D
it calms me~
they were some of my fave song from fave artist~ ;)

NEWS - Sakura Girl

Hey! Say! JUMP - Hitomi No Screen

KAT-TUN - Love Yourself

NYC - 100% Yuuki

cool huh?
ok, maybe this is the serious part of me..
I am unexpectedly deep to like things classic like this.. :D
I like music.. and only through it I can express myself..
:) :) :)

owh, don't expect me to hear things like Beethoven or whatever..
and also don't ask me who and who are the excellent pianist..
i dont know~! I'd hear it for fun~ ^^ don't expect me to learn this thing deeply..
nope.. I just like the melody~ thats all~ :)

p/s: don't get bored to hear kayhh ~! :)

> along past 2 week

wuuu~ lme suda x apdet belog ini~ ;)
gomenasaiii~!

well, lots of things happens these day~
let's review back!

first.stressed exam
nothing much to comment. as always the tears fall again~ haiiih~!
tp theory ppr dah abes!! yey~! ^^
kte da brusaha, kte da bdoa.. next, tawakal + doa! :D


second.tsunami, earthquakes, radiation issues in Japan
my heart hurts everytime i came across this news..
no lies. mase study week, every 3 hours i will check hows the update..
how they've been? is they all ok? is their country stable? is the people get any help?
i even can't study properly and up to one stage, Allah finally answers me~ Alhamdullilah~ :)
mesti ade yg tertnye, knpe nk rsaukn diorg? they not even an Islamic country..
ok, do forgive me.. i've known Japan since i adore naruto, bleach, the tech and whatsoever in their country.
i learned everything bout Japan.. and u can see urself. lots of japan thing in this blog since the start. i got obsessed with them.
since then, i really reaaally want to go there. and even now, i reaaally reaaally hope that i'm there despite their current situation .. yeah, i'm not reliable, but i want to be there and support them! [ok, sorry for being so serious.. this is what i felt. sorry again] 


third. i've got what-it-calls-when-my-cousin-get-a-new-baby~!!! :D
new baby is a girl and the name is Nur Qalisah~
before, kte ade update psl weeding diorg~ ke SINI yup! ^^
ade 3 psgn kn? our Aunty cik Ann is waiting for her due~ hwaaaa~^^
got sooo much babies this year! :D
and the most important is my first niece/nephew! waiting excitedly over my sis baby.. it should be this month or early next month~ waaaaaa~ x shaba! :D


forth. OSPE/OSCE papers this tuesday
ok, this is the exam where we need to touch patient, touch wetty cadever, get headache looking in the microscope, get even more headache to differentiate cells in the picture provided and get nervous for every 4 minutes! =_= huah!
ok, got to study for this! ganbare leez~!! hwaiting! ^^
let's do our best guys! hoping that this would make big addition to my theory papers.. amin!
GOOD LUCK!! :D we shall meet in clinical years next may! :))

fifth. waiting impatiently over 1months [is it gonna be less?] holiday!!
hwaahhh~ its holiday everyone! ok, not yet... =_=
and it should be 1 months if i dont have to reseat any papers [ameen!]
i have so much things to do.. and one of it~ my liscence! [lame gile bwat lesen! haih~ =_=]


ok..ok.. dah dah leeza~
gi study sane!

ok bye minna~! :D

before that, lets hear this song NIJI (Rainbows) by Aqua Timez

its an old song, but hearing words "daijobu" [trans: its ok] makes me calm over things that happen~ :)

arigato ne, Aqua Timez! :) 

now, their songs bcome my favorites.. oh, they are not Johnnys ok.

the lyrics and translation is HERE ok~! :)

> Anime Wallpapers

first of all..

some addition for yesterday's post..

ok, it's always been like that.. i will like 1 sec happy and next second i'm sad..and i hate that feelings!!

well, its normal for me.. and dont tell me why.. i can't tell others about it..[there is certain things that ppl can't share right?]

even i there is life-trust frens and naqibah yg sgt baik pn.. still.. i can't..

again, i hate how i can't talk and share what i felt..

and even if i share.. it's not sumthing that i believe they can do anything about it~

and.. sumtimes i'm glad that i'm here.. away from it.. 

and having a single room do really helps me~^^

ok, moving to real entry... 

i don't like emo post~ [but label for 'down' already exceed 'happy' huh? errr~]

today's topic: ANIME WALLPAPER~!! yey~!! ^^

i've been missing anime so much lately..

da lme x tgok anime dah..[since dpt hobi bru=johnnys! :D]

follow up bleach n naruto pn terkandas..

mau smbung bace lpas ni~ yey~!! ^^

ok, tamau cite psl anime pn..

cume mau post anime wallpapers that i like :)

ok... here it is... se no! ^^[ready go!]

my first love~ Uchiha Itachi~!! ^^

all time favorite~ BLEACH! :D

favorite scene from clannad~ :))

tsubasa chronicles~ soooo sweet~!!! :3

2nd love? hee~ Ichimaru Gin!^^

guess who? its IchiRukia~!! my fave pairing! :D

blood+.. cho kakkoii~ ^^ love this!

its kuran family~! from vampire knight :)

love this! Haruhi Suzumiya~! ^^

last one~ fave couple ever~! yuuki and kaname-sama~!!
:D:D

actually there is a LOT more.. i can't upload all that..

nanti my blog jammed plak~

so.. yg lain will be another time kayh~^^

till then, ja ne!^^

got to finish my work!

owryte, gambarimasu! :D

[p/s: will download K-ON! for the next holiday^^~ lme lg pn cutinye~ =_=]