babling

It's been 5 days I'm on holiday~

and I'm in my hometown right now~ ^^
so sorry that I'm not updating my blog right after the holidays start just like before..

I'm just simply lazy~ haha! -.-" **dushhh! ><

so, the result will be out the day after tommorow... on thursday~
OMG~ I'm so scared~ D:
it's either fail or passed...
either no holidays or 1 month holiday~ -.-
ok, I'm freaking out when thinking about the result DX

holidays plan?
I can't make one now since I'm scared to know what my result..
I just hang out with my usrah-mate after the exam~
when we heading back.. in a taxi, we got that "bad news"
oh well, medical student UKM, all of it knows what the "bad news" is -.-
we've been cursing membebel all the way back until the pakcik taxi couldn't say anything..
he just saying... "pakcik diam je sbb pakcik nk dengar luahan student2 ni... nasib la kan"
haha ^^"

even it's not involving me...
to re-exam back is just so hard~ :(
well, I can't say anything except to keep encouraging them~
to my half of the batch~

gudluck kayh! it's tomoorow~!
keep fighting, it's a second chance guys!
gudluck!^^/

especially to my ushrah-mates: mimi, iera and kak zati~also to Ain who's always stalking reading this blog~ ^^

it's okay to re-osce back, Allah has a better plan~ :)

:)

what I'm doing right now are watching Jdoramas, learning Japanese and learns to cook different dishes!

as for JDoramas~ currently I'm watching Risou no Musuko, Lucky 7 and Mother (old drama Starring Mana-chan)
I'll make the review later when I had finished all the dramas kayh! ^^

にほんご、べんきょうする！
(I know I shouldn't be using all hiragana letters! ><)
ahaaa~ as for learning Japanese, I'm using this book:

already in Chapter 2 and keep progressing!!
learning Japanese is so much fun! it's a bit hard though without a teacher -.-"
fun when u have the interest~ I hope I was like this when learning medicine =3=

okayh~
I'll update when I have the feeling to~ haha XD
じゃ！またね～（＾’＾）

last week for IM

hello peeps! now I'm back~! ;)

happy? hee~ 

I want to declare myself to have finished Internal Medicine posting~

but I still got workshops~ haiz~ =_="

ouh~ ganbarimashou yo Leez! sikit lg! :D

[I'm typing this entry with workshop gastro in hand~ ^^"]

I've done my short case yesterday~

I got CVS and GIT system~ thank God it's a major system!

I don't know whether I done well or not~

whether I will passed or not..

Tawakal n Doa je byk2~!! >_<

so, after this I'll be in JKM posting

Jabatan Kesihatan Masyarakat a.k.a Community Health Dept.

basically I'll be leaving to Tanjung Karang~

uwaa~ I can't wait!

this is the last posting for my 3rd Year medical school~ ^^

and because I start with OnG, the most scariest posting..

so, I tend to waited sooo much for this posting bcause they said it's a honeymoon~ ^^ hoho~

nope! I'm not gonna make myself relax n study for end sem exams!

hope I can! :D

I'll be in semi-hiatus since in tanjung karang got no internet~ :(

so, gomen ne~ ^^"

ok, that's it~

bye2~!!

mataa neeeee~!!! :D

p/s: going to have a dinner Warisan Mesra.. a Faculty dinner where all med students from year 1 till 5 gather~ ^^.. uahhh~ tanoshimii naaaa~! :D

medcine oo medcine~

uwaaaaa~ PANIC!!!!

my short case for Medicine posting is on Tuesday next week~

pleaseeee pray for me!

I'm scared of failing! huaaaaa~

sooooo manny to learn! D:

otchisukenasai Leez!!

ganbarimashou yo~! ^^

okay, to others as well~

especially my posting-mates: GUD LUCK GUYS!!!!

Tegomasu wishing Ganbatte! ^^

uwh! I can't wait for my JKM posting!

time please be faster~ 

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oh yea~

sorry for the hiatus~^^"

I'm quite busy lately~(is it?)

I'll update the proper entry soon~ :)

aaaaaaaaand know what?

I'm hooked with Sakurai Sho~

OMG, doushiyou? D:

iya2~ dame2~ it can't be~

I must be faithful to Nino!! :D

Sho shall be my niban~ ^^

haha~ LOL

okay, i love Nino more~ XD

haaaaa~ gomen ne for this weird random entry....

I can't think~ @_@

my head full with physical examination..

hahaha~ ok, go study!

Ohno-kun says "go study n stop watching Arashi-related vids!"
=-='

today is 1/11/11

today is

1-11-11~!!!

soooo cute! ^^

welcome November! welcome Semester 6~! :D

 but~

there is another date that is mooooore cute

 11-11-11~!!

it's Tegoshi's Birthday~!!! :D:D

ngee heeeee~

ok, I'm doing nonsense~ =_="

I should finish up my Respiratory Workshop now~

off to go for study group! ^^

jya! bye~ bye~

back to KL~ holiday is over :(

the heart talks:

I dont wanna go back~!

I don't wanna go back~!

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK KL~!!!

HUAAA~! D'X

I'LL STAY HERE!

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brain saying:

okayyyy~ that's it Leeza!

stop ur imagination~

go and pack ur things~

:((

me: haaaaaiiiiiittt~ :'(

let's get excited for tomorrow beginning of SEM 6!

ngee heh~! =_="

when you get holiday

Expectation:

Reality:

Source: holycrapitskirsty.tumblr

OMG~ it's been a week isn't??

D:   D:   D:

ermmm~ maaaa~ it's okay!^^

my plan still working~ :D 

p/s: living to be the one with the most expectation~ 

 hard isn't? :(

rawr! :D

haha~ 

so cute!

^_^

random. 

a take 5 break :D

happy?

were you happy today?

yeah I am! :D

LIAR! T_T

I can't go to UUM to watch my bro convo... :(

maaa~ it's okay! it's good for my study week! :D :D

my dad said I should study! D:

I'm tired today~

thinking of all the books and topics that need to be covered~

huaaa~ serabutt!! DX the palpitations never ends! 

scared to face my first clinical exam~ :(

don. don. don.

raise up leez! ^^

ok, it's only my nonsense babbles 

sorry for making u read this entry~ hope it'll release ur tension! haha~ :D

to my big brother Jamal who's gonna be graduating tomorrow:

CONGRATULATIONS~!!! :D

pasnie blanje ur sweet lil sista nih!

u added a new picture frames in the house :)

lpas ni org plak~ *that wuld be 2 and a half yr later...amin!*

make sure u give me big teddy!! I'll claim! XDXD

the tears

oh, ini bkn entry sedih down to d earth okay? ^_^

I'm in perfectly good mood~ :D

okay, I would like to write about the tears~
yep! the one that always fall from my eyelid~ ^^

it's clearly know that everyone besides me know that Imma crybaby~ ^^"
[d banner above stated that!]
especially my siblings and my friends~ ^^ my parents too! except I don't cry in front of them~ :D
[ok, liar! I do call my mom twice~ ^^" eheh!]

my siblings call me "kememeyh"
my friends call me a "crybaby" and "bdak suke nages"
haha~ seriously its funny! ^^ I'm such a spoiled child huh? ^^'
I make everyone worries over my tears and end up laughing over my stupidities crying over a simple thing...
sorry everyone! I'm reaaaally sorry!! :D

oh, I'm not an attention seeker, FYI~ :)
I'm not a girl which emo over nothing...
kept the sadness over my deep heart and hides it with un-willing smile~ :)
that's not me.. I don't know how to do it.. I try to but I can't...
I end up crying jugak at last! haha~ [a.k.a pelakon x berbakat :P]
but! but! but!
my specialities is..... FAST RECOVERY! :D
I'm sooo proud of this! haha~
after 15 minutes of crying..
just give me some space to be alone for another 15 minutes
and another 30 minutes to sleep after that..
and the result after the sleep~ back to the current mood~
even though some of the "bad mood" will remains.. but yet, I'm ok~ ^^
sleeping will reduce my edematous eyes~ so I won't look like a panda~ ^^

the biggest 'crimer' all this while that makes me falls over gelens of tears is EXAM...
always, always, always exam..
recently I cried again bcoz of my short case exam~
I didn't do well ~ T_T.. it's okay! its my faults~ sape suh xnk blaja btul2! pdn muke~ huuu~
the other would be the same problem as everyone has..
family problem, quarreling with friends, lost the precious things, and angry over sth~ :)
not even once I cried bcause of homo-sapiens creatures name MEN/MAN? ok, whatever it calls..
ceehhhh! nampak sgt single lg! =_= n obviously no fist love huh? haha~ *pathetic! :P
oh, it's not pathetic.. I love d way I take care of myself~ :)
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ok! I lied~ again! I do. once. I mean one.
not first love. but crying over a guy?
aahhh! I'm so stupid at that time and I realized my stupidity.. thank god! It's just over 30 minutes..haha~ :D
ok, it's awkward to write about this..
*ohhhh! saye tidak jiwang!! D:

for angry.. yeah, I cried when I'm angry..
bcause one simple thing.... I can't complain and I can't keep talking about it~
mbawa dosa kn? it's better cried dari mnambah dosa kn! :)



ok, back to topic. why I'm writing this?
one simple answer~ I don't want to be looked as a pathetic girl~
stop looking me like that. I'm not pathetic and I don't need sympathy~
I just need some encouraged words ONLY.. and lots of FUNNY JOKES! :D

and please don't look me with the eyes of "eh, gedik la pompuan ni! ngade btol! "
huuu~ it's my nature... I can't help it~ T_T
I tried to be strong before but I can't~ I tried many times! seriously, but I can't~
understand me please~ I am not an attention seeker. :)

who knew this anime? raised up ur mouse!^^
this is Nagisa from Clannad~
her character is more or less the same with me~ :)

credit to: Jangan Bersedih.com :)
I'm just simply the first point :D
and I hope I get into the second~ :)

exam panic

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH~ doshiyoooo? doshiyoooo?~~~~ T_T

my short case this THURSDAY. 

and now I'm panic!! 

I feels like a stupid kindergarten student who doesn't know anything!

and yet this stupid student doesn't want to use her time wisely~ 

T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T

ah~ this is an entry to wish my posting-mates:

GUDLUCK SHORTCASE EXAMS GUYS~!

ganbaro! ^^

u may hate ur life, but...

credit sum1 I don't even know~

Ya Allah, may they are always in my mind to make me realize of all the ni'mat U gave to me.

may they be the one to make me always thanking U of all the things U gave to me. 

may they be the the one to kept me away from complaining.

may they be the one to make everyone love their life.

may they be the motivator of all hearts in this world.

may them be safe.

ameen~

u guys may complained of the shoes that u can't buy, but for them, money??

u guys may complained of being a fat and bla bla, but them, ya Allah, how skinny they are? :(

u guys may complained of boy/girlfriends broke the relationship, but them, are they having parents? having the ones that they love?

ya Allah, how cruel we are... so cruel...

:'((

I can't stop crying by just watching this picture...

this is the reminder for me, and for u guys.

may they be in heaven.

useless updates

HYEEEE MINNA~!!! :D

[ape hye2? lambat update! >_<]

oooowhhhhh, minna gomenasai~!

lame x update blog~ :(

not because I'm busy...

just because I'm LAZY~

*smack her in the head!*

i tried to update before~ but end up posting nothing =_=

and when I'm updating this entry, I don't have any idea to write~

[u are lame leez! T_T]

and when I have the mood to update..

it is the time where I'm starting to get busy~ :(

next week I have a long case to present~

next week also I have a case write up to be sent which I don't start typing a single word pun~ T_T

huuuuu~ I'm getting lazy~

credit to Prof Har~

uwh~ I need to apply this tip as soon as possible! >_<

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uh~ speechless~ 

okla, okla, I stop here~

nothing to share~ :(

btw, please like this picture in fb if u're a JPOP FREAK like me~^^

and if u're an ARASHIAN~ it is a must! :D

I present to u, the most popular little bro in Arashi~ MATSUJUN!!

XDDDDD

please like him here~ http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=185872531484225&set=a.185938351477643.43935.136842533053892&type=1&theater

I'm a Japanese freak, and I'm proud of that~ :DDD

is it so hard? edited

a little smile pleaaaaaseee?? 

=_="

ignorant! 

mood: huh? alittlepissedoff

p/s:

.it's typically an analogy.

not referring to exact situation

[fyi: it's not the smile thing!]

someone not everyone may understand this

**EDIT**
uaarrrrrghh~ gomenasaiii!! *bows
I'm writing this without thinking~ :( gomen!
I want to delete this post, but that would be hypocrite~
so, I shall clear myself here~ :)

I couldn't stand attitude of certain people which unrespectful and rude~
doesn't appreciate what the others do~ :(
but the thing is, I shouldn't be angry over things like that~
I can't judge people~
so, gomen ne~ :)
let's clear our heart~
it's 14th Ramadhan already~
:)
ja~

Email

ye~ kte bertemu kembali~ heheh~ ^^

owryte~ this will be a quick, short and sweetie entry~
sorry ek..
I just want to inform everyone that my emel..
kawaii_lieza@yahoo.com is NO LONGER USED~
get rid of it if u ever add me on ym messenger~ I will not ever be online under that id~

my stupid account actually betrayed on me~ T_T sad isn't?
they are not accepting my password~ not accepting my id~
when I make a request to actually change the password..
this question appears..

click on pic for macro-sized ver.

aaaannnd yeah~ honeymoon?
gosh, what am I thinking at that time! why should I pick this question~~ T_T
the Q: where DID u spend ur honeymoon? DID? I'm not married yet laaa!! T_T
soo, okay~ let's just ignore why did I pick this Q ek? I must be halfly conscious at that time...

I did tried with some answer that familiar with me like:
Japan, Muar, Johor, Mekah............. [Muar, Johor? gile outdated!] and all of it failed~ T_T
I don't even know anywhere else that I could think of for my honeymoon apart from japan~
oh well, that emel just can't be saved anymore...

so guys... here's my new emel..
alezaomar@yahoo.com
it will be my YM id~ so, add me on YM using this id kayhh~! ^^




ok, dah!
I want to cover things for my short case next week!
gosh, I'm soooo nervous! >_<

p/s: will update about Ouran Hostobu Live Action after this! 

for some introductory for this.. go to ain's blog~ ^^.. 

I will later update when I'm not busy eaaa~~ ^^

Ended Holidays

I wanna back hooomeeeeeeeee~!!!!! T_T  T_T  T_T

I feel that today was a looooooooong day~ *sigh :(

for the very first time I take bus from Mersing to Kuala Lumpur..
6 hour and a half!! [ok, xde la suprise gle kn.. but it do for me.]
biasenye kalo nek bas from Muar to KL takes about 2 and a half hour..
it's like 3 times longer than usual..
so, I got motion sickness 3 times worst than usual~

tp, Alhamdullilah sampai dgn selamat~ :)

and now, berade di PlazaRah keseorgn~
I've never been alone in this house before, so please bear with me~
[I'm telling this, mcm x pena duk sensorg kn? kt k1 duk sensorg bleh plak! ish3~ ]
sume lampu tbkk~ haha~ sgt membazir~!

I need to packed all my things~
and what I've managed to do since I've got back is packing 2 big bags of clothes~
and now I realized~ byk nye bju, tp xmo pakai~ adeyy~~
sape nk ngangkat nihhh! berat okey! DX
next, got to pack my books. but, to be continued tomorrow~ :D

I was off to mersing to be a baby sitter and sister sitter?haha~ :D
above pic is my only nephew~ :)
and this Achik already miss him~ :(

ok, then... sampai sini saje entry kali ini~

my HOLIDAY is now OFICIALLY END today! 

sekian.

P/S: all comments and visits will be replied later kayh~!!^^

I need my SLEEP~!!![aaah~] DX

ma~ma~ma~ [ok, tataw nk ltk title ape~]

psttt~ pstt~

JPA da msuk~ hehe~ :D

I will be off to Mersing with my sis until the end of this holiday~

uuhh~ have to say bye-bye to webs world~ bye-bye~~ T_T

will be back to KL in 12th~!!!

so, HUKM weyt po mi~ ^^

P/S: extremely excited and severely nervous to start a new sem~

P/S II: dpt smangat dr Prof Har, Abg Oden & kak-same-ushrah [x igt name! lupe~ sorry T_T], yg muncul kat MHI pg td~^^.. u guys rocks la~ :D

ok, jom jd Clinical student dgn pnuh bsemangat~! ^^

The new looks

mmgahhhhh~!
I changed my blog's name.. again~
korg jgn lari~ u have already arrive at aleza's blog.
x slah pn~ the title je len.. jgn lari taw!

before, if anyone perasan it was [好きto嫌い=爱] Suki+Kirai=♥?
3 Japanese words there... and I don't think ppl will understand that..
I don't understand either.. haha~ :D

basically the pronouncation ade kt sebelah nu~
suki to kirai = ai
好き = suki is the word of LOVE in japan.. or I'd rather say LIKE 
[to=and]
嫌い = kirai means HATE
爱 = ai [everyone know this.. or u don't?]... this is a Chinese word of LOVE [Japan do use this words]

so, I do an equation:
LIKE + HATE = LOVE
ahah! btul x?
Love is not something that u like all the time..
sometimes hate also do take part in love.. like "I hate that, but I love it" [ade x ayt cengini?]
well everyone has their own perspective..
love is subjective rite?
not sure actually, does 'like' and 'hate' can makes 'love'..
that's why I did put a question mark there [?]

aigo~ complicated la mende nih~!
takmo cite dah! :D

it's only 1 day and a half for "[好きto嫌い=爱] Suki+Kirai=♥?" as my blog's title
pastu xmo gune dah!

so, I changed to this -> [Suki+Kirai=♥?] leez's.words

okeh, comey x? ^^ [cpt ckp comel!]
[Suki+Kirai=♥?] - now, it's in romaji... so, x de la nmpk cm blog Japan tersesat kt Malaysia kn?
ok, already know the meaning... skip!

next part:
leez's.words - ok, about this... I don't have any idea at all..
at least it indicates this blog is aleza's~ since my name on it~
so, snang la org nk recognize.. rerajin la dtg blog ni yep! :D


ok, now let's say bye-bye to "When Love Infects Worldwide"
it's a sweet quote though...
sesape yg bookmark this blog as WLIW.. sile la tukar ye?
[ade org nk bookmark blog ni?.. mcm xde~haih~]


now, the new header~

ngee~ kakkoi nee....XD [ok, x bleh bla puji header sndiri~ tampa nk leez?]
the pic is taken from google..
since I like music and guitar n my YabuTego also playing a guitar, so I choose this wallpaper..
then touch up sket mnggunakn Photoscape~ and ta-da!! there's the header above~

that scattered words define me~
it's about me, myself and me again!

can u find word KY.like? kalo x nmpk sile bjumpe dgn optometrist segera!
KY is a shortened word for "Kuki Yomenai" ~ yeah, it's a japanese word and it's a slang used in Japan..
[thanks to shounen club for this words!]
it mean that ppl who doesn't know how to read situation...
ok, nk paham lebih.. sile ke sini yep!
sometimes I do KY~ so, forgive me if I've ever done that~ gomen!
[sorry, I don't know Malay words for this situation n the english words are tooo long to write on that header]

other words are basically my personality, my role, my like.. and whatsoever~

so, now.. bye-bye NEWS header~
and before I'm thinking of putting JUMP header..
but, I want something that defines me.. so, gomen ne news to jump! T_T


my counter drops~ I wonder why~
huaa, korg ke mane??
ok, ok, x kesah pn~ ^^
I don't even have nuff, so the number of visits x relevant pn..
that's show how many ppl reading my blog sincerely~ that's all I want~ :)
this blog is a diary-like-blog....
all my likes and what I think is written here.... it's the unseen part of me....
if it happens that u guys doesn't like the content~ please leave without badmouthing me kayh! ^^


ok, dah.
bye2~! ja ne~!!

PS: terkena lg dgn iklan hantu tuh... whoah~ sick of it! 

its Penunggu Istana muvee pnye iklan.. korg de tgok? scary isn't?? 

now I'm scared to watch any drama.. semuanye nk ade unsur2 mistik gitu.. x de genre len ke? 

> This is why I hate scary movie~

kejadian ini blaku semalam..

around 9.00pm

sedang mlipat tlekung habis solat Isyak...

then terdengar perempuan mnjerit dkt TV..

so, I thought, "owhh, ni msti VTR [vid tape record] kat berita ni.." 

since mse tu pn tgh berita kat TV3..

cpt2 lipat telekung, nk tegok berita ape..

once bkk pintu blik... hantu muncul kt screen TV..

ok, agak2 nk hempas x TV tuh?

rupenye, iklan cite hantu lpas hbis berita.. cheh!

scary like hell~ sape pengarah cite tu ha~!! >_<

urr..

I hate scary stuff~ :(

> Back to action!

its me~! back to action! :D

sorry guys for MIA this few weeks..
korg msti rndu kte an? an? haha~ [monolog dalaman: sile stop perasan leez! :P]

ok, i dont know what to update..
i forgot how to blogging.. [err.. bleh terime x alasan sbb x de topic~]

may i update my current situation now?
ok.. sei no!

first: i've got a nephew!! ^^ d most exciting event ever since i start my holiday~ he was born at 5:++ am on 15th April..He's name is Muhammad Rayyan Rizqi.. huooh! he's soooo cute! i can't wait to see him.. but, but, but.. it seems that i can't meet him~ :((
Rizqi will be back to his mom's hometown only when i start my new sem.. soo frustrating isn't? yeah, i'm frustating rite now! grr~
but! its okay since i want him and my sis to be veryyyyy healthy.. so stay la kt perak smpai btul3 abis pntang yep! ^^ nex tym kte jmpe! :)

d pic isn't very clear since it is just a phone camera.. mmsed by my sis~
cute kn! [like his auntie~ ehem! haha~ jkjk]

second: on the same date.. i passed my JPJ test! yay~!! so, 15th April bcame my most-exciting-day. ^^
after 6 to 7 months~ finally! i've got my license! yay~! :D after several hurdles.. yeah, finally.. i am able to drive freely on road~! [err.. x brani lg sbenanye~ adeyh~ =_=]

ALZA~ try to put E on d middle it will be ALEZA~ :D
hehe~ x de motif pn ltak gmba Alza ni.. x mnat pn..
saje je since its name need another one letter to b my name~ ^^

third: i've passed my exam~ hurrayyy~!! ^^
ok, ok i know.. u've just passed leez.. what's d big deal.. len la dpt 4 flat ke ape kn?
but helooo~ nk pass pn like a zombie i've become.. lg nk dpt 4 flat? dlm mmpi pn x dpt.. isk3~ =_=
tp, kte bsyukur sgt3~! Alhamdullilah.. may my path to be a good muslimah doctor be easy and may my knowledge become useful to my religion someday~ ^^
for my frens who had to reseat any papers~ GUDLUCK kayhh! don't waste this opportunity.. hoping to see u guys in HUKM this may~ yep! let's be a clinical student next sem! :D my prayers with u guys always! :))
ganbatte ne! ^^

we'll always be MEDIC ITU COOL batch~
let's make a good doctors out of this batch that can proud our religion, our lectures and our parents~ :)
[i'm talking like politician..=_=]

forth: Dramas marathon! ok, the dramas will be review later.. i'm hungry~ i want to stop now and have my dinner. [sooooo late already huh? well, thats me~ ^^]


ok.. let's stop here kayhh?
till then~ ja ne! ^^

> hepy olidae~

ok, a short update..

exam now is finally over~!!^^ 

[thank goodness! i was like a real zombie back then.=_=]

ok now, it's holidays guys! ^^

HAPPY HOLIDAY~!! :D

next, MAYBE i will update when i'm in johore..at my lovey dovey home..

till then, ja ne~! ^^

dah. tu je.